I have been on this forum for a while, though not really contributing. Its been a blurred couple of years now. Diagnosis - confusion - accelerated - becoming a father two months into diagnosis - therapy failure - switching medicines - hope - ups and down - depression - pain - guilt - absolute inability to work - hope again. All said and done, I seem to be doing better. Probably more spent mentally than physically by now. But life goes on. I read a post a few days ago on this forum where the term "survivors guilt" was used, and how this is a "weird cancer". That struck me. So true. But one thing this weird cancer does teach (at least in those moments when hope is trumping desperation and guilt) is to be grateful. From the bottom of my heart, a deep deep thank you to Sandy and David and everyone else keeping this community going. For not just all the (incredible amounts of) information, but for being there and ready to provide support and encouragement. It's a big debt, and the only way to repay it is to pass on the kindness, I guess! Thank you all, and I hope that I can providd to others in need a fraction of the comfort which this community has provided me.
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A big thank you
I also want to echo Justine and send you love and best wishes that your journey from now on in will be easier. I hope that the anxiety of the last two years is lessening and that you are getting to have fun with that toddler of yours. It’s a special time that flashes by and I hope you have more good days than bad to enjoy it.